May 4, 2009

....i'm baaacckk....

kinda.

I had the internet/cable turned off at my house and so I haven't been able to blog and that is very very sad. :(

I miss my blog friends and I know u miss me as well.

I am busy studing for finals so I can't make this long. And I'll try and blog more when I move back in with my dad next month.

I graduate Friday with my A.S. Degree. I can't wait.

Nigel and I are in a fuckship. I have a crush.

I have court Wednesday for my DUI

Mr. J and Buddie hate me. (Long story).

And that is all I have time for.

Miss you all and I will be back to normal soon.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 30, 2009

Sunday Night Movie

Last night was saw Monsters vs. Aliens in 3-D.

It was adorable. So funny. Seth Cogen is the BOB (blue blob) and he is hilarious. Makes wise cracking jokes the whole time and falls in love with Jell-O.

I love being 22 and still seeing kid shows. It is SO fun. It was a cute show and reminded me of Monsters Inc. which is one of my fave movies.



In other news...

Nigel and I are in a FUCKSHIP!! (More than a fuck friend. His words not mine.) We have hung out the last 3 weeks in a row which is really rare for us. It has been great though. He finally seems to understand that I just want sex and I am not going to stalk him. LOL. Only took 6-7 months.

And I still haven't found a job. I am looking very hard. I hope to find one soon. I am not worried though. I know something will come up soon.

I want another tattoo. A crown on my foot. I am getting it as soon as I get my job. So hopefully soon.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 25, 2009

Sunday Night Movie

I haven't done Sunday Night Movie in awhile so I will catch you up on the movies I have recently seen. :)

I love you, man. Classic Paul Rudd movie. Hilarious. I really loved it. I laughed hysterically the whole time. The best movie I have seen since Coraline. I really really like it.



The Last House on the Left

Horrible. Really sadistic and a horrible rape scene. It was just too much for me to handle. Well, it was good in character development and such but it was just a sad story.



Watchmen

Great movie. Who doesn't love looking at a giant blue penis for 2 hours. Great movie. I really like it. Lots of action and lots of fun.



Wow. 3 weeks of movies I have missed. Ooops. I'll get better.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 23, 2009

Oppsy Daisy

I call you all out and then disappear myself. I think there is a word for that, but we are all grown up enough to not call each other names so moving on.

I quit my full time job. Yes. I quit. On St. Paty's day.


It was extremely liberating. I was beginning to hate my job. I am too young to hate my job. I know, I know it was stupid. Oh well.

I have my server job and an interview tomorrow at a few clothing stores. Bonus.

I want to focus on school and my job was becoming more important and I don't want to stay there forever. Plus I wasn't selling very much.

Honestly, it felt like a break up. Something I have needed to do but haven't done.

I saw everyone on Saturday for a coworkers birthday. It was a blast seeing everyone. And I will continue to see them on occasion. I still consider myself a part of the family. LOL.

Next...

Nigel and I had AMAZING sex on Friday night. I drove up there and saw his sexy ass playing at a bar. He looks SO good playing acoustic.

He said something I don't understand..."It is suppose to be like this." As we are making out and giggling and just have a fun naked time. I was like fun and he goes "I am still trying to figure it out". This is where DWP should share his knowledge.

Thats all kiddies...

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 16, 2009

WTF Blogosphere!!

Thats right. I am calling you ALL out.

I still have my followers and for that I am grateful but why the lack of comments. Am I that boring?

I didn't care about followers and comments at first but once you get a few it is very exciting. Now all that excitement has stopped.

I feel like I am in a withering relationship. Shit. How did we get here? LOL. But seriously? What has happened? Is my life boring? Kinda.

Rant over.

Big is on his way over and he is taking FAR too fucking long. Idiot.

Just got a call from him appartently he got too fucked up when he went to his friends to pick up some adderall. Fucking Idiot.

Why do I keep him around? It has been 4 yrs of this bullshit of him saying he will come over and then not. Granted he did sound really fucked up and was all don't yell at me wah.

Fucking idiot. Me and him. Mostly me. Thats who I am mad cuz I keep putting up with this shit. Fuck.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 15, 2009

Post Whore

I forgot to mention what happened Thursday night. Sure you could figure it out from the last post.



With Nigel. I couldn't resist. He was SO sexy. And him grinding his leather clad crotch in my face was just too much.

It was totally worth it though. :) And he was super sweet about it and said we don't have to have sex and we can just hang out. Again fuckin idiots. I pushed more for sex because I didn't know if I could handle not. I might crush on him more. Ugh.

Anyway, I lost my train of thought. Oh well.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

Fuckin Idiots

Boys. Fuckin idiots.

Nigel says we need to figure out what's going on between us. WTF. Umm...sex. You were the one who said it was just sex and we are not to cuddle or talk other than when we see eachother at the bar.

Oh so how that has changed. We cuddle every night at his house and send dirty pics every once in awhile. I saw him at the bar before the show and he runs over and hugs me and picks me up and kisses me on the forehead. Lets me friend take some pics of me and then hugs and kisses me again and says come meet so so and so. WTF.

Mr. J and I haven't hung out on a weekend in almost 2 months. Since we stopped having sex. WTF.

We see each other on movie nights, (Monday and Wednesday) but no beer pong, shots or anything of our regular sort. I have had to text him the last few weekends and he's been all oh ya come over. WTF.

I am seeing him tonight for movie night and totally calling him out. I hate that my bmf is being such a douche.

Boys. Fuckin Idiots.

Can't make up their fucking minds on what they really want.

Fuck buddy? Girlfriend? Can a fuck buddy become a girlfriend? Do I really like her? Are we really friends or more? Does she expect more? Does she really have feelings?

Stupid fucking boys.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ