kinda.
I had the internet/cable turned off at my house and so I haven't been able to blog and that is very very sad. :(
I miss my blog friends and I know u miss me as well.
I am busy studing for finals so I can't make this long. And I'll try and blog more when I move back in with my dad next month.
I graduate Friday with my A.S. Degree. I can't wait.
Nigel and I are in a fuckship. I have a crush.
I have court Wednesday for my DUI
Mr. J and Buddie hate me. (Long story).
And that is all I have time for.
Miss you all and I will be back to normal soon.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
Showing posts with label Nigel. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nigel. Show all posts
May 4, 2009
March 30, 2009
Sunday Night Movie
Last night was saw Monsters vs. Aliens in 3-D.
It was adorable. So funny. Seth Cogen is the BOB (blue blob) and he is hilarious. Makes wise cracking jokes the whole time and falls in love with Jell-O.
I love being 22 and still seeing kid shows. It is SO fun. It was a cute show and reminded me of Monsters Inc. which is one of my fave movies.
In other news...
Nigel and I are in a FUCKSHIP!! (More than a fuck friend. His words not mine.) We have hung out the last 3 weeks in a row which is really rare for us. It has been great though. He finally seems to understand that I just want sex and I am not going to stalk him. LOL. Only took 6-7 months.
And I still haven't found a job. I am looking very hard. I hope to find one soon. I am not worried though. I know something will come up soon.
I want another tattoo. A crown on my foot. I am getting it as soon as I get my job. So hopefully soon.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
It was adorable. So funny. Seth Cogen is the BOB (blue blob) and he is hilarious. Makes wise cracking jokes the whole time and falls in love with Jell-O.
I love being 22 and still seeing kid shows. It is SO fun. It was a cute show and reminded me of Monsters Inc. which is one of my fave movies.
In other news...
Nigel and I are in a FUCKSHIP!! (More than a fuck friend. His words not mine.) We have hung out the last 3 weeks in a row which is really rare for us. It has been great though. He finally seems to understand that I just want sex and I am not going to stalk him. LOL. Only took 6-7 months.
And I still haven't found a job. I am looking very hard. I hope to find one soon. I am not worried though. I know something will come up soon.
I want another tattoo. A crown on my foot. I am getting it as soon as I get my job. So hopefully soon.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
March 23, 2009
Oppsy Daisy
I call you all out and then disappear myself. I think there is a word for that, but we are all grown up enough to not call each other names so moving on.
I quit my full time job. Yes. I quit. On St. Paty's day.
It was extremely liberating. I was beginning to hate my job. I am too young to hate my job. I know, I know it was stupid. Oh well.
I have my server job and an interview tomorrow at a few clothing stores. Bonus.
I want to focus on school and my job was becoming more important and I don't want to stay there forever. Plus I wasn't selling very much.
Honestly, it felt like a break up. Something I have needed to do but haven't done.
I saw everyone on Saturday for a coworkers birthday. It was a blast seeing everyone. And I will continue to see them on occasion. I still consider myself a part of the family. LOL.
Next...
Nigel and I had AMAZING sex on Friday night. I drove up there and saw his sexy ass playing at a bar. He looks SO good playing acoustic.
He said something I don't understand..."It is suppose to be like this." As we are making out and giggling and just have a fun naked time. I was like fun and he goes "I am still trying to figure it out". This is where DWP should share his knowledge.
Thats all kiddies...
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
I quit my full time job. Yes. I quit. On St. Paty's day.
It was extremely liberating. I was beginning to hate my job. I am too young to hate my job. I know, I know it was stupid. Oh well.
I have my server job and an interview tomorrow at a few clothing stores. Bonus.
I want to focus on school and my job was becoming more important and I don't want to stay there forever. Plus I wasn't selling very much.
Honestly, it felt like a break up. Something I have needed to do but haven't done.
I saw everyone on Saturday for a coworkers birthday. It was a blast seeing everyone. And I will continue to see them on occasion. I still consider myself a part of the family. LOL.
Next...
Nigel and I had AMAZING sex on Friday night. I drove up there and saw his sexy ass playing at a bar. He looks SO good playing acoustic.
He said something I don't understand..."It is suppose to be like this." As we are making out and giggling and just have a fun naked time. I was like fun and he goes "I am still trying to figure it out". This is where DWP should share his knowledge.
Thats all kiddies...
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
March 15, 2009
Post Whore
I forgot to mention what happened Thursday night. Sure you could figure it out from the last post.
With Nigel. I couldn't resist. He was SO sexy. And him grinding his leather clad crotch in my face was just too much.
It was totally worth it though. :) And he was super sweet about it and said we don't have to have sex and we can just hang out. Again fuckin idiots. I pushed more for sex because I didn't know if I could handle not. I might crush on him more. Ugh.
Anyway, I lost my train of thought. Oh well.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
With Nigel. I couldn't resist. He was SO sexy. And him grinding his leather clad crotch in my face was just too much.
It was totally worth it though. :) And he was super sweet about it and said we don't have to have sex and we can just hang out. Again fuckin idiots. I pushed more for sex because I didn't know if I could handle not. I might crush on him more. Ugh.
Anyway, I lost my train of thought. Oh well.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
Fuckin Idiots
Boys. Fuckin idiots.
Nigel says we need to figure out what's going on between us. WTF. Umm...sex. You were the one who said it was just sex and we are not to cuddle or talk other than when we see eachother at the bar.
Oh so how that has changed. We cuddle every night at his house and send dirty pics every once in awhile. I saw him at the bar before the show and he runs over and hugs me and picks me up and kisses me on the forehead. Lets me friend take some pics of me and then hugs and kisses me again and says come meet so so and so. WTF.
Mr. J and I haven't hung out on a weekend in almost 2 months. Since we stopped having sex. WTF.
We see each other on movie nights, (Monday and Wednesday) but no beer pong, shots or anything of our regular sort. I have had to text him the last few weekends and he's been all oh ya come over. WTF.
I am seeing him tonight for movie night and totally calling him out. I hate that my bmf is being such a douche.
Boys. Fuckin Idiots.
Can't make up their fucking minds on what they really want.
Fuck buddy? Girlfriend? Can a fuck buddy become a girlfriend? Do I really like her? Are we really friends or more? Does she expect more? Does she really have feelings?
Stupid fucking boys.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
Nigel says we need to figure out what's going on between us. WTF. Umm...sex. You were the one who said it was just sex and we are not to cuddle or talk other than when we see eachother at the bar.
Oh so how that has changed. We cuddle every night at his house and send dirty pics every once in awhile. I saw him at the bar before the show and he runs over and hugs me and picks me up and kisses me on the forehead. Lets me friend take some pics of me and then hugs and kisses me again and says come meet so so and so. WTF.
Mr. J and I haven't hung out on a weekend in almost 2 months. Since we stopped having sex. WTF.
We see each other on movie nights, (Monday and Wednesday) but no beer pong, shots or anything of our regular sort. I have had to text him the last few weekends and he's been all oh ya come over. WTF.
I am seeing him tonight for movie night and totally calling him out. I hate that my bmf is being such a douche.
Boys. Fuckin Idiots.
Can't make up their fucking minds on what they really want.
Fuck buddy? Girlfriend? Can a fuck buddy become a girlfriend? Do I really like her? Are we really friends or more? Does she expect more? Does she really have feelings?
Stupid fucking boys.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
March 10, 2009
Frank Zappa
I don't want to talk about my day so I'll tell a story.
One Thursday night after seeing Nigel at the bar I go with Nigel to take the band to their hotel.
We are driving back to where my car is and I tell him we can't have sex b/c it is that time of the month. I offer to do anal instead and he says "I need to be in a specific mindset to do that." WTF? No idea. I just reply "Ok."
While sitting there deciding if I should give him road head or just wait til we get to my car I hear "I have been in you and you have been in me too. And we have been together some intimately." I start laughing hysterically and ask "Who the hell is this?" "Frank Zappa" he says. Haha.
Listen to the melody and beat. It is what makes it SO funny. It is a song from the 70s and just so random.
Frank Zappa - I Have Been In You - WEB.DE Video
Nigel listens to the BEST music. He is always giving me cds and I love most of it.
Last time we hooked up (before the lent thing) I heard a song by Red Hot Chili Peppers. "I want to party on your pussy baby. I want to party on your pussssyyy."
See amazing right. Check out Elbow, Ours and Portishead. Those are my new favorites. I am usually a radio person and so these are new bands for me.
One Thursday night after seeing Nigel at the bar I go with Nigel to take the band to their hotel.
We are driving back to where my car is and I tell him we can't have sex b/c it is that time of the month. I offer to do anal instead and he says "I need to be in a specific mindset to do that." WTF? No idea. I just reply "Ok."
While sitting there deciding if I should give him road head or just wait til we get to my car I hear "I have been in you and you have been in me too. And we have been together some intimately." I start laughing hysterically and ask "Who the hell is this?" "Frank Zappa" he says. Haha.
Listen to the melody and beat. It is what makes it SO funny. It is a song from the 70s and just so random.
Frank Zappa - I Have Been In You - WEB.DE Video
Nigel listens to the BEST music. He is always giving me cds and I love most of it.
Last time we hooked up (before the lent thing) I heard a song by Red Hot Chili Peppers. "I want to party on your pussy baby. I want to party on your pussssyyy."
See amazing right. Check out Elbow, Ours and Portishead. Those are my new favorites. I am usually a radio person and so these are new bands for me.
February 28, 2009
40 Days and 40 Nights Biotches!!
Remember this movie? Well it is me in real life. :)
Thats right kids. I am giving up sex for lent. Woo. Nobody thinks I can do it. Which really hurts me but makes sense. I am a nympho.
I did get a late start. I had sex with Nigel Thursday night and Friday morning and lent started Wednesday. Oops. So I added 2 days and instead of it ending April 11 it will end April 13. :) It is going to be pretty crazy.
I am terrified I will only be sex and nothing more. I let Valet, Nigel, Oh Shit, Big, Mr. J and Heman that I gave up sex for lent.
Valet: Nice. (sarcastic, I am sure.)
Nigel: Another reason I hate religions.
Oh Shit: Hit me up in 40 days. Haha. Just Kidding. (But he didn't respond when I asked what he was up to later that Friday night.)
Big: Ya right. You're the horniest bitch I know.
Mr. J: Seriously? Not me.
Heman: Interesting.
My idea was true. These men just want sex, and I am ok with giving it to Mr. J and Nigel b/c that is where we started but the other ones can go fuck themselves and see how fun it is. :)
Also, Mr. J and I are no longer having sex. He decided that he needed to stop using me as a crutch but didn't tell me this so I kept trying to have sex and finally he tells me this. And I say that is very true and I wish you would have just said that a month ago instead of being an asshole about sex. He says "Sorry, I didn't think it was that important." WTF dude.
It is SO true though, Mr. J and I use each other for sex and the comfort of a bf/gf without actually having a bf/gf. I met Heman and Valet and still hung out with Mr. J b/c I knew what would happen. It was safe. Now we are taking chances.
For example, tonight he is going to Gambling Town with a bunch of our mutual friends and I am NOT going. For the first time in almost a year I am NOT going with Mr. J to Gambling Town. We go about once a month and I am not going. I am super proud and super sad. I know I am going to miss out on lots but I am going to hang out with the Cleavage Crew instead. :)
But thats it. No sex for 40 days. Should be entertaining. I wonder if it will make me feel more lonely or more whole? Hmm...
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
Thats right kids. I am giving up sex for lent. Woo. Nobody thinks I can do it. Which really hurts me but makes sense. I am a nympho.
I did get a late start. I had sex with Nigel Thursday night and Friday morning and lent started Wednesday. Oops. So I added 2 days and instead of it ending April 11 it will end April 13. :) It is going to be pretty crazy.
I am terrified I will only be sex and nothing more. I let Valet, Nigel, Oh Shit, Big, Mr. J and Heman that I gave up sex for lent.
Valet: Nice. (sarcastic, I am sure.)
Nigel: Another reason I hate religions.
Oh Shit: Hit me up in 40 days. Haha. Just Kidding. (But he didn't respond when I asked what he was up to later that Friday night.)
Big: Ya right. You're the horniest bitch I know.
Mr. J: Seriously? Not me.
Heman: Interesting.
My idea was true. These men just want sex, and I am ok with giving it to Mr. J and Nigel b/c that is where we started but the other ones can go fuck themselves and see how fun it is. :)
Also, Mr. J and I are no longer having sex. He decided that he needed to stop using me as a crutch but didn't tell me this so I kept trying to have sex and finally he tells me this. And I say that is very true and I wish you would have just said that a month ago instead of being an asshole about sex. He says "Sorry, I didn't think it was that important." WTF dude.
It is SO true though, Mr. J and I use each other for sex and the comfort of a bf/gf without actually having a bf/gf. I met Heman and Valet and still hung out with Mr. J b/c I knew what would happen. It was safe. Now we are taking chances.
For example, tonight he is going to Gambling Town with a bunch of our mutual friends and I am NOT going. For the first time in almost a year I am NOT going with Mr. J to Gambling Town. We go about once a month and I am not going. I am super proud and super sad. I know I am going to miss out on lots but I am going to hang out with the Cleavage Crew instead. :)
But thats it. No sex for 40 days. Should be entertaining. I wonder if it will make me feel more lonely or more whole? Hmm...
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
February 3, 2009
Sneaky Bitches
Random title I know. Let me explain. I am watching the new 90210 and this girl is pretending to be worse than she really is so the popular guy will give her attention. Are girl sneaky or what?
Damn sneaky bitches! We all know we have been there a time or two.
Today I spoke with an advisor at University to see what I needed to do to be sure everything transfers over from Community College and I am good to go in Spring 2010. Forever away I know. But I won't have my A.S. until the end of summer semester which conflict with deadlines.
It is a blessing in disguise though. My ultimate college dream is to only work PT and really drown myself in the college experience. And not worry so much about work and balancing school. It is always stressful and I feel like I am missing out on something.
That is my fear, why I kill myself weekly, making sure I get school done, work done and still see my friends. I feel like I will miss out on my college years.
I will be taking off fall semester I plan on continuing working both jobs and saving money so I can attend school FT for the next 2 years. I talked with my mom about it and she thinks it is a great idea and that we shoud move back in together this summer.
My little sister is prego with my niece who is due in May, my mom's lease is up in July and mine is up in June. So universially it lines up perfectly. :) It just might be slighly embrassasing to say that I live with my mom. LOL. I'll just say we are roommates. Loophole.
This is a boring post. Let me think of something interesting.
I haven't had sex in 11 fuckin days. I am dying kiddies. Hopefully Mr. J will put out tomorrow or I am having to go see Nigel tomorrow night in all his 80s sexiness!! :)
Hmm...what else. I have been single for 6 months this is the LONGEST I have been single since I was 18. Weird.
This is my first Vday alone. Well I have Mr. J and Buddie for my valentines. Guess what my gift for them is....Vodka with red food coloring. LOL.
As self centered as I am I am quite shocked at how many followers I have. I didn't think I would ever get more than my mom. And I always get a big grin on my face when I see that number go up. So welcome Patronus to my not so humble abode!
Alright, I am off to bed. I didn't do any homework. Blah. I didn't have much just proofread my article but still.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
Damn sneaky bitches! We all know we have been there a time or two.
Today I spoke with an advisor at University to see what I needed to do to be sure everything transfers over from Community College and I am good to go in Spring 2010. Forever away I know. But I won't have my A.S. until the end of summer semester which conflict with deadlines.
It is a blessing in disguise though. My ultimate college dream is to only work PT and really drown myself in the college experience. And not worry so much about work and balancing school. It is always stressful and I feel like I am missing out on something.
That is my fear, why I kill myself weekly, making sure I get school done, work done and still see my friends. I feel like I will miss out on my college years.
I will be taking off fall semester I plan on continuing working both jobs and saving money so I can attend school FT for the next 2 years. I talked with my mom about it and she thinks it is a great idea and that we shoud move back in together this summer.
My little sister is prego with my niece who is due in May, my mom's lease is up in July and mine is up in June. So universially it lines up perfectly. :) It just might be slighly embrassasing to say that I live with my mom. LOL. I'll just say we are roommates. Loophole.
This is a boring post. Let me think of something interesting.
I haven't had sex in 11 fuckin days. I am dying kiddies. Hopefully Mr. J will put out tomorrow or I am having to go see Nigel tomorrow night in all his 80s sexiness!! :)
Hmm...what else. I have been single for 6 months this is the LONGEST I have been single since I was 18. Weird.
This is my first Vday alone. Well I have Mr. J and Buddie for my valentines. Guess what my gift for them is....Vodka with red food coloring. LOL.
As self centered as I am I am quite shocked at how many followers I have. I didn't think I would ever get more than my mom. And I always get a big grin on my face when I see that number go up. So welcome Patronus to my not so humble abode!
Alright, I am off to bed. I didn't do any homework. Blah. I didn't have much just proofread my article but still.
Ta ta
Ms. PZ
January 6, 2009
Back to the awards...
Ok..sorry about yesterday I got distracted.
My date though was awesome. We went and saw 7 lbs with Will Smith. It was a good flick but not for a date movie. I cried and you can't really chat during a movie. But his smile is AMAZING!! I have a think for smiles. They are my weakness.
Speaking of smiles I went to Nigel's house after the movie with The Valet. LOL. I know i know your jealous of my game. So Nigel lives in the mountains and it was snowing like crazy. I drive a small mazda with bald ass tires and this was the scariest ride ever. But Nigel made it up to me with some vodka shots, a new castle beer (my fave) and some smoke. We soaked in the hot tub for a bit and then proceeded to crazy monkey sex. It was great!!
Now, back to the awards...
Here are my 10 picks (in no order) (i dunno how to insert links and the button isnt working. strange.)
1. www.clevergirlgoesblog.com
2. www.datingwithoutpants.com
3. http://work-girl.blogspot.com
4. http://thatdamnexpat.blogspot.com/
5. http://theprincefrogchronicles.blogspot.com/
6. http://somemightcallmecrazy.blogspot.com/
7. http://startingoverat24.blogspot.com/
8. http://starbucksbreak.blogspot.com/
9. http://chelseatalkssmack.blogspot.com/
10. and my mom's blog but I can't put the link here because it will leak my secret identiy. dum dum dum.
So there you are kids. I know some of these people have been awarded already but what's better than a double award. :) Plus it makes me feel like we have a little blogger clique. It is great. :)
Off to work now.
Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra
My date though was awesome. We went and saw 7 lbs with Will Smith. It was a good flick but not for a date movie. I cried and you can't really chat during a movie. But his smile is AMAZING!! I have a think for smiles. They are my weakness.
Speaking of smiles I went to Nigel's house after the movie with The Valet. LOL. I know i know your jealous of my game. So Nigel lives in the mountains and it was snowing like crazy. I drive a small mazda with bald ass tires and this was the scariest ride ever. But Nigel made it up to me with some vodka shots, a new castle beer (my fave) and some smoke. We soaked in the hot tub for a bit and then proceeded to crazy monkey sex. It was great!!
Now, back to the awards...
Here are my 10 picks (in no order) (i dunno how to insert links and the button isnt working. strange.)
1. www.clevergirlgoesblog.com
2. www.datingwithoutpants.com
3. http://work-girl.blogspot.com
4. http://thatdamnexpat.blogspot.com/
5. http://theprincefrogchronicles.blogspot.com/
6. http://somemightcallmecrazy.blogspot.com/
7. http://startingoverat24.blogspot.com/
8. http://starbucksbreak.blogspot.com/
9. http://chelseatalkssmack.blogspot.com/
10. and my mom's blog but I can't put the link here because it will leak my secret identiy. dum dum dum.
So there you are kids. I know some of these people have been awarded already but what's better than a double award. :) Plus it makes me feel like we have a little blogger clique. It is great. :)
Off to work now.
Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra
December 22, 2008
YES!!
I encountered my first YES today. :)
While checking my bank balance it asked if I would like a tour of Finance Works by Quicken. Yes. So I checked it out, this thing is AMAZING. I don't like other Quicken programs because there is SO much up keep and effort. But this one does everything for you.
It is amazing. I shows how much money came in and how much went out and if I over spent or saved. And it averages how much I spent on certain categories. It will track your transactions and then estimate how much your next bill will be. This is great. This is what I need to help me stay on top of my spending even more.
With my current money issues I am afraid I'll lose my apartment and have to move in with roommates...again. I am SO over roommates. You don't get much freedom and I hate cleaning up after myself sometimes. I admit I am a bit of a slob. One day I'll be a horrible wife who doesn't clean but hires a cleaning service. LOL. Plus that would mean no more crazy, rug burn inducing, breaking candles, spilling wax sex on the living room floor. (Nigel did it.) And that would be horrible.
So, my first YES is a success. :) I hope it continues and I will have less to worry about. I am too young for wrinkles.
Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra
While checking my bank balance it asked if I would like a tour of Finance Works by Quicken. Yes. So I checked it out, this thing is AMAZING. I don't like other Quicken programs because there is SO much up keep and effort. But this one does everything for you.It is amazing. I shows how much money came in and how much went out and if I over spent or saved. And it averages how much I spent on certain categories. It will track your transactions and then estimate how much your next bill will be. This is great. This is what I need to help me stay on top of my spending even more.
With my current money issues I am afraid I'll lose my apartment and have to move in with roommates...again. I am SO over roommates. You don't get much freedom and I hate cleaning up after myself sometimes. I admit I am a bit of a slob. One day I'll be a horrible wife who doesn't clean but hires a cleaning service. LOL. Plus that would mean no more crazy, rug burn inducing, breaking candles, spilling wax sex on the living room floor. (Nigel did it.) And that would be horrible.
So, my first YES is a success. :) I hope it continues and I will have less to worry about. I am too young for wrinkles.
Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra
December 20, 2008
Stupid Boys...
So things have been improving but I had some recent trouble that I don't want to discuss here. Instead I tell my story about the boys in my life.
Thursday night I went to the bar and had a few AMFs (love those drinks) and I told Mr. J that I wanted to go over to his house after the bar and play. About 30 mins later Nigel wanted to come home with me. (Nigel works at the bar and Mr. J bet me $50 I couldn't sleep with him in Septish and I did. Woo. And we have a few times since.) So I was like...hmm...I get Mr. J a lot so ill take Nigel home.
Wow. Mr. J flipped out. He got SO pissed. Granted I would be upset too but I thought he would blow it off and just say whateva. (He kinda has blown me off before). But he was PISSED. I have never seen him that mad, especially at me. So then I told Nigel I can't go home with him (cuz I would rather go home with Mr. J - didnt say this) he got mad too. WTF.
From my understanding these boys are my play pals, NOT anyone I am emotionally involved with or who I felt was emotionally involved with me. My boss, Red, told me that they BOTH have feelings for me and I can't juggle them around like that. That was complete news to me. Mr. J and I have been playing for years and we hang out 3-4 week. Nigel and I have been playing around for about 3-4 months and playtime is not very often.
So, it was a surprise to me that Red told me they were jealous. Kinda of exciting but kinda of weird. So I told Mr. J I was sorry and that I would come over and he said no. :(
I went home by myself.
Friday morning, I call Mr. J and said sorry about last night and I don't remember much. And he was still upset with me and said we are still friends but no more play pals. Which will probably last a week or so. So hopefully things can patch up and I can figure out if he or Nigel really have feelings for me.
Also, Big was at my house Friday morning while I was talking to Mr. J and he got upset about our conversation too. Big is the one boy I want SO SO bad and I can't have. And he has talked to ex's in front of me so I thought it was ok.
Oh and Nigel txt me and was like you can't act like that at my work if we are going to continue this. WTF. He always tells me we have a short shelf life. Boys.
I don't get them. They tell me one thing then get jealous. I like to thing I act more like a boy in that I can not have an emotional connection and then WAM they have one. Ugh. If you fuckin want me then man up and do it, otherwise we are just sex. Or just friends. If you can't be a man and be what I want and what you really want deep down then you have no right to get fuckin jealous. Stay tuned...
On a side note, I just saw the must precious commercial. This dude was saying how he wakes up in the middle of the night to watch his girl sleep. He then writes a note for her to find later in the day. It was SO fucking precious. I want a guy like that.
Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra
Thursday night I went to the bar and had a few AMFs (love those drinks) and I told Mr. J that I wanted to go over to his house after the bar and play. About 30 mins later Nigel wanted to come home with me. (Nigel works at the bar and Mr. J bet me $50 I couldn't sleep with him in Septish and I did. Woo. And we have a few times since.) So I was like...hmm...I get Mr. J a lot so ill take Nigel home.
Wow. Mr. J flipped out. He got SO pissed. Granted I would be upset too but I thought he would blow it off and just say whateva. (He kinda has blown me off before). But he was PISSED. I have never seen him that mad, especially at me. So then I told Nigel I can't go home with him (cuz I would rather go home with Mr. J - didnt say this) he got mad too. WTF.
From my understanding these boys are my play pals, NOT anyone I am emotionally involved with or who I felt was emotionally involved with me. My boss, Red, told me that they BOTH have feelings for me and I can't juggle them around like that. That was complete news to me. Mr. J and I have been playing for years and we hang out 3-4 week. Nigel and I have been playing around for about 3-4 months and playtime is not very often.
So, it was a surprise to me that Red told me they were jealous. Kinda of exciting but kinda of weird. So I told Mr. J I was sorry and that I would come over and he said no. :(
I went home by myself.
Friday morning, I call Mr. J and said sorry about last night and I don't remember much. And he was still upset with me and said we are still friends but no more play pals. Which will probably last a week or so. So hopefully things can patch up and I can figure out if he or Nigel really have feelings for me.
Also, Big was at my house Friday morning while I was talking to Mr. J and he got upset about our conversation too. Big is the one boy I want SO SO bad and I can't have. And he has talked to ex's in front of me so I thought it was ok.
Oh and Nigel txt me and was like you can't act like that at my work if we are going to continue this. WTF. He always tells me we have a short shelf life. Boys.
I don't get them. They tell me one thing then get jealous. I like to thing I act more like a boy in that I can not have an emotional connection and then WAM they have one. Ugh. If you fuckin want me then man up and do it, otherwise we are just sex. Or just friends. If you can't be a man and be what I want and what you really want deep down then you have no right to get fuckin jealous. Stay tuned...
On a side note, I just saw the must precious commercial. This dude was saying how he wakes up in the middle of the night to watch his girl sleep. He then writes a note for her to find later in the day. It was SO fucking precious. I want a guy like that.
Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra
December 17, 2008
Drunk....
So here I am on a Tuesday night and just home from the bar and in need of some serious sexy time.
I txt Mr. J and no bueno.
I txt Nigel and no bueno.
I txt and called Big and still no fucking bueno.
Geez. I hate being drunk and horny. It is the worst. I just want some sexy time. I could call The Ex but that would cause too much drama and I just want some fun.
So, I am going to sleep. Alone. Horny. And cold. WTF. Geez. What is the point of having your own place if you can't play in the kitchen, bathroom, "laundry room", living room oh and bedroom when you want. Ugh. I guess I shouldn't gripe, it has only been 2 days. But when the mood strikes you just want some.
Ok....I am going to bed before I drive my drunk ass insane.
Ta Ta
Drunk and Horny Ms. Pink Zebra
I txt Mr. J and no bueno.
I txt Nigel and no bueno.
I txt and called Big and still no fucking bueno.
Geez. I hate being drunk and horny. It is the worst. I just want some sexy time. I could call The Ex but that would cause too much drama and I just want some fun.
So, I am going to sleep. Alone. Horny. And cold. WTF. Geez. What is the point of having your own place if you can't play in the kitchen, bathroom, "laundry room", living room oh and bedroom when you want. Ugh. I guess I shouldn't gripe, it has only been 2 days. But when the mood strikes you just want some.
Ok....I am going to bed before I drive my drunk ass insane.
Ta Ta
Drunk and Horny Ms. Pink Zebra
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