January 31, 2009

Go Me!!! WOO!!!

My very first article for my journalism class made it on the FRONT PAGE of my campus newpaper!!! WOO!!!

I am SO fuckin proud. I feel like a real journalist. This success is what I needed to make my realize all my changes will be worth it.


Here is a look at my awesomeness!!!

A new hobby for college students: binge drinking

By Ms. Pink Zebra

Ten plastic cups arranged in a triangle on each end of the table. Three beers each used to fill them up and two players on each side with a pair of ping pong balls. Beer pong begins.

This scenario rings true for many students at SLCC and other colleges across the country. Many college students are statistically considered binge drinkers, and may not realize they are. "I play between six and ten beer pong games on a regular weekend night," student Buddie Wilkerson said.

The federal government's Centers for Disease Control and Prevention defines binge drinking as four or more drinks for women, and five or more drinks for men, in a two-hour span. One can consume four or more drinks during just two hours of beer pong, card games or other drinking games, all of which are geared toward consumption to the point of intoxication.

According to the Center for Science in the Public Interest 44 percent of college students drink alcohol at the binge level or greater. One in four students drink alcohol ten or more times a month. "I play beer pong a few times a month and even more in the summer months," Wilkerson said.

Fun as it may be for those who play, college students may not be fully aware of the damaging effects. Tricia Bishop from SLCC Health and Wellness Services said, "Men and women metabolize alcohol differently which can lead to liver and brain damage, ruined social ties, and poor coursework."

According to CSPI, binge drinking affects academic performance, and frequent binge drinkers are 21 times more likely to miss class.

"I failed my first year of college because I loved the party scene," student Sarah Jolles, who had to repeat several courses last semester, said.

"I notice quite a few students stop showing up to class after midterms or after a huge holiday weekend," teetotal student Ana Herendeen said. "I enjoy meeting new friends, having new experiences, and living the college dream, but not at the expense of my future career."

Binge drinking can have long lasting effects; nineteen percent of college students are dependent on alcohol, according to CSPI. However, "there is a way for healthy drinking," Bishop said. "Two drinks a day for a man and one drink a day for a woman."

"College is about letting loose and enjoying your twenties. Once I graduate, healthy drinking will be the way to go," Wilkerson said.

Go me!! :) I put a copy on the fridge and also got several more just in case. I am still really really excited, proud, obnixous.

In other news, my cleaning has been going amazing. My house is feeling less stressed now. I see a connection.

Valet's Gma is in the hospital so I haven't seen him all week. :(

And Brazil (she is my coworker at my admin job) and I had a conversatioon about work; we both feel the same way. We both feel stuck, under appriecated, under paid (I think everyone does), annoyed with how our manager treats us, just plain fed up. We both have been looking at looking for different jobs, but her husband just got laid off so she wants the security. It was a great bonding experience for us and I think both of us will be looking within the next 6 months. My job is great but I am ready for more responsibility and I am just not getting that. My job doesn't really allow us to take on more responsbility, b/c all the stuff we do it repeative.

So we will see how that progresses...

Gotta finish cleaning the living room.

Hello to my 2 new followers, Shannon and Thatgirl! Welcome ladies. :)

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 27, 2009

Fears...

I had an ephipany. Well it was a stoned moment but thats when I think the most. Sometimes it's good other times it really creeps me out. (I know, drugs are bad).

Here's how it started...

At work I had a meeting with my manager and she said I need to work on my attitude and not interupt people while they are talking. (I know this already). So I am thinking about this during class and wondering why I never changed that part of me.

After class I stopped by the resturant gig and grabbed my $35 check. Woo. $2.15/hr is the shit!! I ended up getting drinks with some of my coworkers and then we decided to go get stoned. Woo!!

This is where it gets good...

I am reading the Cosmo 2009 Astrology guide (I love this, it is always pretty accurate) and I come across these words...

Take The Dare - "Think before you speak to avoid those "I can't believe I just said that" moments you're so famous for.

Me: WHAT THE FUCK!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! HOLY SHIT!! WOW!! JESUS!!! SERIOUSLY!! HOLY FUCKIN SHIT!!! OK BREATHE!!

Wow, when the Universe gives me guide it really smacks me hard. This happens to me a lot, sometimes big smacks and sometimes smaller smacks. And I always get warning signs when something bad it going to happen but I ignore them. This might sound crazy but I am psyhic. LOL. But really sometimes I creep myself out because I'll have a feeling and a few days later it will happen. Ok. That really sounds crazy.

Anyway...this is the Universe telling me I need to change. Change is coming. Obama is in office and change is really here.

I know this is why I am depressed, anixous, and all that and I have known that for awhile but I am afraid to change. I know I need to change but I am terrifed but I don't know why. I am still trying to figure that out.

I know I need to stop partying as much. I need to focus more on school. I need more intellecutal people. I need more working professionals in my group of friends. I need to become a classy woman. I need to change a few things clearly.

After some stoned online googling I found this quote....
"It's best to have failure happen early in life. It wakes up the Phoenix bird in you so you rise from the ashes."


Me: WOW!!! HOLY SHIT!! THATS FUCKIN PERFECT!!!

So this is offically day one of me changing. What I plan to do first is cut down my time with the boys to only 2/wk instead of 4/wk. Small, easy steps are what I need. And I will be cleaning my kitchen today and a different room of my apartment everyday.

Thats that and now I am off to change myself. Woo.

Maybe this whole living alone in your twenties-hitting rock bottom-learning about yourself-making your own decisions-dealing with the consequences thing isn't so bad.

Ta ta,
Ms. PZ

January 25, 2009

Sunday Night Movie

Tonight was saw Underworld : Rise of the Lycans.

Awesome. 2 reasons I really wanted to see it.
Micheal Sheen - Think Bill Gates gone sexy hippie Johnny Deep/Heath Ledger. Yummy!


Rhona Mitra


It was a great flick. It is a prequel to Underworld pretty much explains what has happened. I made complete sense, it wasn't like some prequels who end completely different it was great.

The fighting scenes were fuckin awesome, there is a great sence where they do something amazing that you aren't expecting. :)

It was a great all around vampire/werewolf action flick. Pretty much if you have seen the first 2 then you will enjoy this.



Ta ta,
Ms. PZ

I LIVE!!!

Hey kiddies!!
I am sure my missing presence on your dashboard has been distrubing and quite sad. :(

Fear not though. I am here!!

I have just been really busy with school and both jobs. I just haven't had a chance to blog about what has been going on.

And right now I am really tired so I am just going to give a list of updates. And my next post will be juicer.

* I am crushing HARD core on the valet. he is such a sweetheart
* Sunday Night Movie (last week)
My Bloody Valentine and 3D!! Awesome! Great story line. Full frontal nudity. It was great in 3D!!! Excatly what we wanted, blood, gore, ridiculous amounts of death and gore and of course the nudity. Awesome!! Check it out!!

* My license is NOT suspended!! WOO!! I think I mentioned that but I am still excited
* My lawyer is going to try and get it down to a DUI Light. Which is SO good.
* School is going great. I am taking a journalism class and I feel all profesh. I got a recorder for work and now I can interview people all the time. It is awesome!! I'll post my first article soon.
* My weekend was awesome. We (Buddie, Mr. J, Giraffe, Buzz) went to Lava Hot Springs and had a blast!! It was a great weekend. That is why I am SO tired.

Ok, I am off to sleep now. I will get a back on the blogging horse stat. I just had to get a routine down with classes starting and such. Woo!!

My valet might come over and nap with me!! yes!! I wonder how much napping will be involved!! lol.

I missed ya guys and it is good to be back. WOO!!

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 16, 2009

FUCK YES!!!

Follow blogger friends...I have GREAT FUCKING news!!!

1. I am currently drunk
2. My license is NOT suspended. WOO!!!
3. The valet and I went to play pool tonight and then ended up at my place to watch a movie. (I was a little nervous b/c I didn't want to put out yet) and we totally made out all crazy like and I was all you can stay the night and he was all no i gotta get up early. and then we started kissing and then he's all fuck and kinda pushes me away and says bye. i just say that i am giving him a really long kiss goodbye. and then he leaves.

4. i am so crushin on this boy. he didnt try and get in my pants, we just hang out and had a fun time, drank some wine and kissed a lot!! it was great!!

i am in such a better mood!!! big and i made up earlier and then i have a great night with valet!! wow!! i am fuckin excited. things are gettting better. i saw some light at the end of the tunnel!@!

thanks so much for all your suppport!!

i am drunk while typing this and i will laeve any errors I make just cuz its half the fun of drunk blogging!!

thanks again guys. it really means a lot!!

and wow. am i super excited about this boy. oh he just txt me!! woo!! i will see him sunday for the sunday night movie. tahts right he is coming with me, mr. j and buddie to see an amazing movie!! woo!! i cant wait.

i am crushin hard!! yes!! :) i miss this feeeeling!! nighty night

ta ta aa
ms. poink zebrad

January 15, 2009

And that's how the cookie (my life) crumbles....

Big and I just got in a HUGE fight. I mean both of us yelling and saying fuck every other word. We haven't had a fight like that ever. Normally we are pretty good about hanging up on each other or him telling me to stop and I do.

Not this time. We are both stressed to the max. I have my DMV hearing today, I haven't found a roommate and I am afraid I'll be evicted. I don't know how I am going to pay my attorney the remaining $1500 I owe him. I don't know why I got an attorney because I am not fighting it or anything. But I don't want to do it alone.

Big has his own problems, he is dealing with his fall out from drugs. (I know more druggie men in my life. I thought he was different and then 9 months he wasn't) So he has his own issues.

Thats what we fought about, me and my sucky life and him and his sucky life and blah blah. It was horrible. I called him back and was like "You're not my dad, you're certainly not my boyfriend so stop acting like it and making me feel worse about my DUI." He hung up. Txt me and says "I can't deal with you right now"

Ugh. I hate fighting. I hate being alone. I hate that I have to deal with this by myself. I hate that I am in the situation. I hate lots right now.

I am depressed, anixous, tired, stressed. I have lost almost 10lbs in the last 3 months and thats was before my DUI. Now I am losing more. Mind you, I don't have much to lose. (I am 5'5 and 117ish).

I just want things to get better...I want light at the end of the tunnel and all I see is darkness...

January 14, 2009

Ah Shit!!

My day didn't turn out as planned. It actually kinda sucked.

I woke up at 5 am with KILLER cramps. Took a ibprofen and grabbed my heater, I then woken up every hour. Ugh. This sucks. And these just aren't any cramps they are cramps from hell, they make me naseous.


And the cause. PLAN B!! (the morning after pill). I missed a few pills awhile back and after NYE and the great great sex with Mr. J I realized I was ovaluting and decided it would be better to deal with killer cramps for a few days vs. a growing a child for 9 months and then caring for it for 18 years. I think I chose the best choice.

So now I am home from work because they are super painful. And I realized my house is a disaster. And since I am searching for a roommate I should clean and have it ready to move whenever I find that "perfect" roomie. LOL.

I am going to drug myself with loratabs and then start cleaning. See how much I get accomplished. LOL.

And then class at 7pm (that will be interesting on pills. LOL.) and a hump day movie night with Mr. J and Buddie. Can't wait to see my boys.

Ta ta,
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 13, 2009

A typical day for me...

This is my day...

7:37 am - coffee starts
7:45 am - alarm
7:47 am - smell of coffee...yummy.
8:00 am - coffee made and igoogle has the top news stories/blogs ready for me
8:45 am - shower
9:15 am - leave for work. (yes i take quick showers. i don't wash my hair every day or shave. tmi. sorry. i do it every other day and usually at night.)
9:30 am - work til
5:30 pm - leave work
6:00 pm - clean house/homework (depends on if I am in school
7:00 pm - math class
9:00 pm - more homework/watch dvr
12:00 pm - bedtime...

JUST KIDDING!! Thats how I wish my day went. This is how it actually goes.

7:00 am - first alarm. snooze
8:30 am - second alarm. snooze
9:00 am - fuck. shit. god damn it.
9:15 am - hurry brush teeth, dress, put up hair
9:22 am - driving to work while doing makeup
9:38 am - work. (luckily i dont have to be "on time")
5:30 pm - leave work
6:00 pm - watch tv
7:00 pm - math class
9:00 pm - shots
9:30 pm - another shot
10:00 pm - shot again
11:15 pm - kicked ass at beer pong
12:00 pm - smoke pot
1:30 pm - pass out on Mr. J's bed or couch.

Haha. I wish that I was able to do all these things I have "scheduled" in my mind. Especially now since school has started. I am taking Comm 1610 which is a Journalism class and we are required to read national/local new stories. I enjoy reading the news more than listening but I really don't have time because I sleep SO much.

And I always thought how exciting it would be to get up and have plenty of time to check your blogs, read the news, and enjoy my coffee and actually shower before work.

I am VERY excited for the Comm class. I can't wait to really get started. I have yet to start on my core major classes, until now and I really can't wait. I can challenge myself in new ways that I wasn't able too before. Woo.
Ya..I got brains and beauty. What?

So, I am trying it tonight. I asked myself if I am up to the challenge. YES!!! I will be in bed by 12pm and up by 8:00 am. It will work. :)

Quick Updates:
The cravings are better today.
The Valet is super super sweet. I can't wait to see him Thursday. :)
A 38yr man just called to be my roommate. Creepy.
Law and Order: SVU is a great show.

Ta ta,
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 12, 2009

Seriously. I am stubborn.

I learn by making mistakes MYSELF not by watching others.

Case and point: My dad was a meth addict, my other dad was an alcoholic, and my grandpa is a smoker. Needless to say that addiction runs in my family. I knew this all along.

I knew this when I tried cocaine for the first time at 18. I was with Genital Warts, (I spread a rumor he had them after he burned me), and he asked me to come up stairs with him and his friend. I figured we were going to get high, boy was I right but oh SO wrong. I did my first line that night.

About 4 years later and a dozen and half cokehead boyfriends later I stopped after me and The Ex broke up. So it has been about 7-8ish months since I last did cocaine.

For me cocaine and stress went hand and hand, every time I broke up with someone I would run to coke, everytime I did poorly on a test I would do coke. Stress would happen and coke would fix it.

Granted, I did do it for fun. I enjoyed doing it while out with a boyfriend or in a club bathroom stall and nobody knowing. It was exciting and dangerous and I loved every mintue of it.

Now, I am stressed too the ends with my DUI, finding a roommate, working two jobs, and school just started. I am craving cocaine like crazy. It has been SO bad, I can't watch anything which has coke in it. (Robocop had a 10 minute scene and I had a mini panic attack at Mr. J's 2 weeks ago.) Just now on Gossip Girl Chuck was doing some and I flinched.

I won't do any because I know it's not smart but man could I really use a line right now.

I don't know why I am sharing this really, maybe because I thought it would help the craving. I don't know. I just needed to "say" it outloud.

I am going to have a glass of wine and cigarette to help my nerves. (No, I am not using them as a crutch. It is my bed time routine, strange I know.)

*Side Note
Tomorrow's post will be a bit more uplifting.

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

OMFG2.0!!!

Another fucking award. How awesome am I? I think fuckinfantastic!! LOL.

Thanks ladies. delightfullyinappropriate.blogspot.com Jill and Rose.


Ya for me! :twirling around apartment: Yes I twirl, it is quite fun. Since my last award blog was 8 people and now I have 15 pepple. Wow. That's fucking awesome. Woo.

I now need to award it to 7 more people. Hmm...let's see....
1. http://20-somethingandsingle.blogspot.com/
2. http://www.brokegradstudent.com/
3. http://lettinggoofthehandle.blogspot.com/
4. http://missmusing.blogspot.com/
5. http://sexandsatchel.blogspot.com/
6. http://blogdoesntsuck.blogspot.com/
7. Still my mommy's! Woo!! :)

Now the fun part....
1. List 7 honest things about yourself. (Aside from the 101 I already wrote)

* I ate an ENTIRE bag of shredded colby jack cheese.
* I want Olive Garden SO fucking bad. Yum. The new dish they have.
* My and The Valet are going to play pool on Thursday. I am very excited.
* I am SO over the "Joe the Plummer" nonsense.
* Shopping is my favorite hobby.
* We are rednecking it in 2 weeks and I am SO excited.
* I feel ronely still.

Yes. All dunzo. 2 posts in one night. Incredible.

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

Sunday Night Movie - The Unborn

Tonight we saw The Unborn.


I heard from 2 different people that this movie SUCKED!!!! Once at work this morning and again right before the movie.

We still watched it. I looks good from the preview but it just sucked. It took too long to get to the point, the acting wasn't that great, they tried to do more overcompinsate for the story line.

But still scary. I screamed. Yes I was the only one. And I screamed (again, just me) and I screamed. That's right. I screamed 3 times and the other times I wasn't looking but I jumped. A LOT.

So all in all is was scary and something I would probably watch again when it's one TV but nothing I would brag about.

The best thing about this movie was her...



WOW. She is hot. I wish I looked like that. And her name is Odette Yustman, Odette, like The Swan Princess. Dude, I loved that movie as a kid.

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 10, 2009

Fuck dude

So this video pretty much sums up how I feel today.

Apparently, my little drunk ass has been confessing her love to Mr. J frequently over the last 2 weeks or so which lead to me not having play time last night. I am SO annoyed.

For the record I DON'T LOVE MR. J.....sure I have a crush on him but it is nothing I would pursue it wouldn't work out in the long run. So this morning rolling out of his bed (he took the couch...ouch for my esteem) I realized....

IT HAS BEEN 6 FUCKINGODDAMNBITCHIN MONTHS OF ME BEING SINGLE!!! ok ok so it's not that long but I have NEVER been single for more than 3 4 max. And not full blown relationships or anything but I usually date a guy (or 2, or 3) for a few months. And I haven't done that. It's werid but I forced myself 6 months of "quality time" after the The Ex and I broke up. And it is backfiring bad!!

So I am lonely and confessing my love to someone I don't want to confess to sober but do drunk because I don't want to start crying. Fuck. I am a nutcase.

I leave to work with this video of my current situtation.



Ta ta,
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 8, 2009

Ah...presh guys!!

Thanks for all the support guys!! :) I really means a lot. My IRL friends are supportive too but it's good to have my blogosphere buddies behind me as well.

Really thank you!!


And I really hope my license isn't suspended. Between school and 2 jobs, I don't have time to wait for a bus. Ek.

Positive thoughts. Positive thoughts.

Thanks again. I am kinda teary eyed. Some of it is due to the wine. LOL. But mostly you guys. :)

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

Confession

I have a confession.

I got a DUI Dec 19 after leaving the bar.

I haven't said anything because I am ashamed, embarrassed, disappointed, upset, scared, and really just feel like an idiot.

This is what's causing a lot of my stress and money problems. I am SO SO scared. I can't sleep. I get nauseous when I think about it.

I got a call this morning about my DMV Hearing, to see if my license is going to get suspended for 3 months, and it is Jan 15th. I am terrified. I got this call from my lawyer and I went straight to the bathroom and threw up. See...that's true terror.

I really can't believe this happened and I am quite ashamed. But I am trying my best to deal with it and keep moving. It is a BIG deal but it is NOT the end of the world. I know a few ppl who have them and a few ppl who have more than 1 and that is just crazy.

I will keep you updated on what happens. I am just really really scared. And still ashamed. I have learned my lesson for sure.

Hmm....I just wanted to confess because I feel that it is something that should be said and something I should say "hey this happened, but i overcame it and i became a better person"

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 7, 2009

..hmm....

So nothing interesting has really happened today and a few blogs I have read have done the "101 random facts about me" posts. Thus I decided why not me? I LOVE talking about myself and I KNOW everyone loves hearing about me. LOL.

1. i love the color pink.
2. but i love to wear green...i love the way it looks on my skin. (i have half black and white...zebra..get it. lol)
3. i love zebras b/c i half. hehe.
4. when i was younger it's what i wish my skin looked like
5. i type too fast sometimes and i am too lazy to fix my errors
6. my ex bought my laptop
7. to make up for ditching me on my 21st bday for drugs
8. this is harder than i thought...
9. i love love love love vodka
10. sometimes vodka doesn't love me back
11. i love kissing and making out like a high school kid
12. my fave part of foreplay is the boob grab over the shirt...it feels so forbidden.
13. i watch WAY too much tv
14. i am obsessed with blogging.
15. i txt way too much and have the worst txt etiquette
16. desperate housewives is on my dvr
17. i enjoy sex way too much!!
18. if i go more than a week i get bitchy
19. i like a minimum of twice in a night
20. i enjoy oral...giving and receiving
21. i swallow
22. i love starbursts
24. and skittles
25. i have been in love twice
26. each time was more than the other
27. i can't wait until i fall in love again
28. whose wedding is it anyway is one of my favorite shows
29. shiny things are my favorite
30. i like to think of myself as an independent queen.
31. my 3yr lil sis looks exactly like me and i pretend she is my child
32. children scare me
33. giving birth scares me
34. breastfeeding is gross
35. man i need sex...
36. i often want what i cant have
37. actually i want boys i cant have and i keep them around
38. why? b/c i like to torture myself
39. big, mr. j and the ex are all examples
40. i enjoy reality shows
41. i had a whore phase
42. and i loved it
43. i have since cut back on sex and stuck to my b.b.b.b
44. b.b.b.b = back burner booty buddies
45. big, mr. j, nigel and the ex
46. my new dating rule NS5X
47. NS5X = no sex for minimum of 5 dates
48. so far it has been successful...i haven't been on a date prior to the valet
49. i am twitterpated with the valet
50. he has a great smile
51. i love men with great smiles
52. somehow my mind keeps going back to sex...its only been a day
53. am i a nympho?
54. i hate searching for roommates
55. oh i am searching for a roommate b/c i am lonely and it's gettin expensive
56. sadly no more living room sex
57. oh movies. thats not sex related
58. i love movies
59. the notebook and grease are my favorite chick flicks
60. i love harry potter
61. i own all 7 books
62. and all 5 movies
63. i am a secret geek
64. being a geek embarrassing me
65. i am trying not to be embarrassed
66. i have always been the "pretty" girl
67. i love my pink xmas tree
68. i need to take it down
69. my group of friends are my favorite
70. we call ourselves "the cleavage crew"
71. they have been my best friends since 7th grade
72. we kinda cried on my 22nd bday b/c we made it
73. the mrs and i have known each other since 4th grade so it was a moment for us
74. i want some toast with strawberry jam...

::goes to toaster and fridge:::

75. boy do i love toast. so easy and so yummy
76. i love scary movies
77. i am the best person to watch them with
78. i jump and scream at everything
79. see ya told ya
80. i think i am pretty witty
81. but i doubt i am
82. sex
83. betty boop is my cartoon icon
84. audrey hepburn is my real life icon
85. i even bought a book called "what would audrey do?"
86. it has really helped me become more "ladylike"
87. ladylike meaning not a whore
88. commercials are my weakness
89. i use xmas lights to decorate my house
90. i think about the ex almost daily
91. i hate that i do
92. i hate that i am ok w/sleeping alone
93. i date like a guy
94. until i have a "talk" i can do anything i want and anyone i want
95. i am faithful once u tell me u want me
96. i like compliments
97. i have a GREAT ass
98. i am a little full of myself
99. especially after a few drinks
100. i am gen y
101. i love myself unconditionally

Hope u all in enjoyed those random tidbits. I didn't realize how much I thought about sex. And I clearly didn't think I thought about sex that much. Hmm...

I didn't use the right grammar either, please forgive me. LOL.

Really though I know you guys secretly love reading me about me. LOL.


Night!!

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 6, 2009

Back to the awards...

Ok..sorry about yesterday I got distracted.

My date though was awesome. We went and saw 7 lbs with Will Smith. It was a good flick but not for a date movie. I cried and you can't really chat during a movie. But his smile is AMAZING!! I have a think for smiles. They are my weakness.

Speaking of smiles I went to Nigel's house after the movie with The Valet. LOL. I know i know your jealous of my game. So Nigel lives in the mountains and it was snowing like crazy. I drive a small mazda with bald ass tires and this was the scariest ride ever. But Nigel made it up to me with some vodka shots, a new castle beer (my fave) and some smoke. We soaked in the hot tub for a bit and then proceeded to crazy monkey sex. It was great!!

Now, back to the awards...

Here are my 10 picks (in no order) (i dunno how to insert links and the button isnt working. strange.)

1. www.clevergirlgoesblog.com
2. www.datingwithoutpants.com
3. http://work-girl.blogspot.com
4. http://thatdamnexpat.blogspot.com/
5. http://theprincefrogchronicles.blogspot.com/
6. http://somemightcallmecrazy.blogspot.com/
7. http://startingoverat24.blogspot.com/
8. http://starbucksbreak.blogspot.com/
9. http://chelseatalkssmack.blogspot.com/
10. and my mom's blog but I can't put the link here because it will leak my secret identiy. dum dum dum.

So there you are kids. I know some of these people have been awarded already but what's better than a double award. :) Plus it makes me feel like we have a little blogger clique. It is great. :)

Off to work now.

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 5, 2009

OMFG!! Thank you!!

OMFG OMFG!! I got an award, I got an award. WOOOO!!! I literally jumped up and down when I saw this little gem....

::drum beats::and breath holding::



Fuck ya!! I never thought my little random starbursts would become a small hit. Thanks to my ladies who enjoy sex, sexy flicks, alcohol and shopping as much as I do.... I am amazed at the 8 people who follow my blog. Call me narcissistic but I love that people love me. LOL. Seriously though. I enjoy reading everyones blogs after work as well. It is nice to know that I am not alone in feeling how I feel or dealing with dating.

ONCE YOU'VE BEEN AWARDED, THE RULES ARE:
1. Thank the person who was so thoughtful for giving you this award by linking their blog to this post.
2. Put the logo on your blog or post.
3. Nominate 10 blogs which show great attitude/gratitude.
4. Link your nominee to your post.
5. Comment them to tell them about the award they've won.

My 10 picks. Sorry if I left a few out but it's hard to chose.
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Shit...its 6:30 and I have to get ready for my date at 7:30. ek. So sorry kids Ill finish this tomorrow morning. This is what happens with my new fetish. Shit shit.

Wish me luck. It is with The Valet guy from my bday. :) Woo.

ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 4, 2009

Gen-Y

When I have a crisis or an issue I google and read as much as possible. I like to know how things work, why they work and all the facts. So since I am 20something and feeling like my world is out of my control, I have googled 20something and found a few books I am checking out tomorrow.

What I have discovered first relates to my career. I currently work for a timeshare company processing paperwork. I have 20 sales reps who I send out paperwork for, process it, run $$ for it and anything else they need related to our owners. I have been doing this for 2yrs. I was promoted last March to "Assistant Office Admin" which basically just means a title and pay raise. A few weeks ago I was demoted, due to the fact that I snapped at work, I am lucky to still have a job in this market. Anyway, what I was the most upset about was my pay raise. Thats ridiculous.

After reading a bunch of online articles I had an epihpany on why I had my freak out at work and why the job I once loved it becoming more and more annoying and not worth it.

Gen-Y loves to be patted on the back for doing a good job, we love to learn new things and grow, we enjoy when managers hear our ideas and make them happen. We want to be part of the bigger picture. I have NEVER felt this way at my job, even after my promotion. I was the one who made sure I was attending any manager meetings or I had to include myself and my ideas were NEVER used. Or used a few weeks later my idea was used but my boss took credit for it. WTF. I don't feel very useful, wanted, needed or even that I am growing. I feel stuck in my position.

I am majoring in Communications with an emphasis in Public Relations, I want to plan events. I want to be in the midst of all the action and planning. I have thought of being a wedding planner. Cheesy, I know but I love all the pretty, shiny things. LOL.

So my new career goal for 2009 is find something that fits more with my final career goal. Whether that be with my same company and different dept. or with a new company. I am excited to see what I can find.

I want more things from my career and I am ready to find them. I think I have been hiding under a shell when it comes to my career. I have always been under the thought of just work and pay bills. But I want more, I want fun and excitement and growth. I want to learn, I love learning. I am GOING to get it too. :)

Ta ta,
Ms. Pink Zebra

January 1, 2009

Happy Fuckin New Year!!!

Happy New Year kiddies!



I hope everyone had a good one. I sure did!! :)

I hope you all enjoyed my girl moment and boys this is what really goes on in a girls head and believe I am sure there will be many many more. LOL.

So our night was GREAT!! We got a table at a club and Mr J did NOT have a girl after all. :) (yes, I do feel like an idiot, but at least it was just my mind and not me actually acting on those crazy girl moments. right?)

We did some pregaming at hot Asain's house and that was a blast and Mr J just kept telling me how good I looked. It was awesome, because it was super true. I looked FUCKIN awesome. :)

The club was awesome did some great dancing/grinding on Mr. J and he told me I was his New Year's date and we kissed at midnight! WOO. This is a BIG deal because we NEVER NEVER EVER full on kiss. "Kissing is different than sex Ms. Pink Zebra" I agree but still making out is fun.

We ended 2008 and began 2009 with a ground breaking play time. I am talking 3 rounds kids. Woo. Mr. J and I rarely go more than twice but I was determined to go ALL night it was 2009. Woo.

Now, I am laying on my couch dying and drinking as much water as possible. It was totally worth it.

Ta ta
Ms. Pink Zebra