March 30, 2009

Sunday Night Movie

Last night was saw Monsters vs. Aliens in 3-D.

It was adorable. So funny. Seth Cogen is the BOB (blue blob) and he is hilarious. Makes wise cracking jokes the whole time and falls in love with Jell-O.

I love being 22 and still seeing kid shows. It is SO fun. It was a cute show and reminded me of Monsters Inc. which is one of my fave movies.



In other news...

Nigel and I are in a FUCKSHIP!! (More than a fuck friend. His words not mine.) We have hung out the last 3 weeks in a row which is really rare for us. It has been great though. He finally seems to understand that I just want sex and I am not going to stalk him. LOL. Only took 6-7 months.

And I still haven't found a job. I am looking very hard. I hope to find one soon. I am not worried though. I know something will come up soon.

I want another tattoo. A crown on my foot. I am getting it as soon as I get my job. So hopefully soon.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 25, 2009

Sunday Night Movie

I haven't done Sunday Night Movie in awhile so I will catch you up on the movies I have recently seen. :)

I love you, man. Classic Paul Rudd movie. Hilarious. I really loved it. I laughed hysterically the whole time. The best movie I have seen since Coraline. I really really like it.



The Last House on the Left

Horrible. Really sadistic and a horrible rape scene. It was just too much for me to handle. Well, it was good in character development and such but it was just a sad story.



Watchmen

Great movie. Who doesn't love looking at a giant blue penis for 2 hours. Great movie. I really like it. Lots of action and lots of fun.



Wow. 3 weeks of movies I have missed. Ooops. I'll get better.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 23, 2009

Oppsy Daisy

I call you all out and then disappear myself. I think there is a word for that, but we are all grown up enough to not call each other names so moving on.

I quit my full time job. Yes. I quit. On St. Paty's day.


It was extremely liberating. I was beginning to hate my job. I am too young to hate my job. I know, I know it was stupid. Oh well.

I have my server job and an interview tomorrow at a few clothing stores. Bonus.

I want to focus on school and my job was becoming more important and I don't want to stay there forever. Plus I wasn't selling very much.

Honestly, it felt like a break up. Something I have needed to do but haven't done.

I saw everyone on Saturday for a coworkers birthday. It was a blast seeing everyone. And I will continue to see them on occasion. I still consider myself a part of the family. LOL.

Next...

Nigel and I had AMAZING sex on Friday night. I drove up there and saw his sexy ass playing at a bar. He looks SO good playing acoustic.

He said something I don't understand..."It is suppose to be like this." As we are making out and giggling and just have a fun naked time. I was like fun and he goes "I am still trying to figure it out". This is where DWP should share his knowledge.

Thats all kiddies...

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 16, 2009

WTF Blogosphere!!

Thats right. I am calling you ALL out.

I still have my followers and for that I am grateful but why the lack of comments. Am I that boring?

I didn't care about followers and comments at first but once you get a few it is very exciting. Now all that excitement has stopped.

I feel like I am in a withering relationship. Shit. How did we get here? LOL. But seriously? What has happened? Is my life boring? Kinda.

Rant over.

Big is on his way over and he is taking FAR too fucking long. Idiot.

Just got a call from him appartently he got too fucked up when he went to his friends to pick up some adderall. Fucking Idiot.

Why do I keep him around? It has been 4 yrs of this bullshit of him saying he will come over and then not. Granted he did sound really fucked up and was all don't yell at me wah.

Fucking idiot. Me and him. Mostly me. Thats who I am mad cuz I keep putting up with this shit. Fuck.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 15, 2009

Post Whore

I forgot to mention what happened Thursday night. Sure you could figure it out from the last post.



With Nigel. I couldn't resist. He was SO sexy. And him grinding his leather clad crotch in my face was just too much.

It was totally worth it though. :) And he was super sweet about it and said we don't have to have sex and we can just hang out. Again fuckin idiots. I pushed more for sex because I didn't know if I could handle not. I might crush on him more. Ugh.

Anyway, I lost my train of thought. Oh well.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

Fuckin Idiots

Boys. Fuckin idiots.

Nigel says we need to figure out what's going on between us. WTF. Umm...sex. You were the one who said it was just sex and we are not to cuddle or talk other than when we see eachother at the bar.

Oh so how that has changed. We cuddle every night at his house and send dirty pics every once in awhile. I saw him at the bar before the show and he runs over and hugs me and picks me up and kisses me on the forehead. Lets me friend take some pics of me and then hugs and kisses me again and says come meet so so and so. WTF.

Mr. J and I haven't hung out on a weekend in almost 2 months. Since we stopped having sex. WTF.

We see each other on movie nights, (Monday and Wednesday) but no beer pong, shots or anything of our regular sort. I have had to text him the last few weekends and he's been all oh ya come over. WTF.

I am seeing him tonight for movie night and totally calling him out. I hate that my bmf is being such a douche.

Boys. Fuckin Idiots.

Can't make up their fucking minds on what they really want.

Fuck buddy? Girlfriend? Can a fuck buddy become a girlfriend? Do I really like her? Are we really friends or more? Does she expect more? Does she really have feelings?

Stupid fucking boys.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 10, 2009

Frank Zappa

I don't want to talk about my day so I'll tell a story.

One Thursday night after seeing Nigel at the bar I go with Nigel to take the band to their hotel.

We are driving back to where my car is and I tell him we can't have sex b/c it is that time of the month. I offer to do anal instead and he says "I need to be in a specific mindset to do that." WTF? No idea. I just reply "Ok."

While sitting there deciding if I should give him road head or just wait til we get to my car I hear "I have been in you and you have been in me too. And we have been together some intimately." I start laughing hysterically and ask "Who the hell is this?" "Frank Zappa" he says. Haha.

Listen to the melody and beat. It is what makes it SO funny. It is a song from the 70s and just so random.


Frank Zappa - I Have Been In You - WEB.DE Video

Nigel listens to the BEST music. He is always giving me cds and I love most of it.

Last time we hooked up (before the lent thing) I heard a song by Red Hot Chili Peppers. "I want to party on your pussy baby. I want to party on your pussssyyy."

See amazing right. Check out Elbow, Ours and Portishead. Those are my new favorites. I am usually a radio person and so these are new bands for me.

March 6, 2009

Twitter...

I just joined twitter. I know. Odd. I don't know why but something possessed me.

I am just having a lazy Friday night. Rented/Bought some movies and I am just gonna relax and watch a movie and have a glass of wine. Awesome night huh.

BTW I was the only single person in the movie store and I felt good about it not saddened. Progress methinks?

And then I got a booty txt. Damn it. :::pours more wine:::

Going to watch House Bunny now. I'll try and link my twitter think.

http://twitter.com/mspinkzebra

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 5, 2009

Candy Girls

I am not going to lie I am going DVR that show. Looks fun.

Last Night I had a break down at Mr. J's. Thank god the girls were there too.

I just cried about me not having sex for 40 days and how noone thinks I can handle it. And only knowing how to be sex. Or feeling like thats how I'll always be perceived. It is my greatest fear that I will never be more than sex. Isn't that sad.

Anyway....I smoked pot with my roomies and my neighbors put a note in the door asking us not to smoke instead. LOL. Oops. Learned my lesson.

Off to label baby shower invites for my niece J. Rose! :) I am super excited for her.
(BTW my kid sister is prego wtih a girl. I am throwing her baby shower.) I don't know why I didn't mention this eariler. Weird.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 4, 2009

WTF!!! What did I get myself into?

3 days. Only 3 fuckin days and I am dying.

I went to the bar after work with some lady coworkers and saw Oh Shit. And man did he turn me on. Wow.

We haven't had sex and now that I can't I want it double as much. And I really want to break my vow and just let him bend me over and uhhh....fantasies. wow.

Ok...moving on...

My friends D and C are going to University and we are the same age and they are seniors and finishing up their degrees and are doing very well for themselves. They volunteer in our community and are really able to focus on their studies.

I admire these girls SO much. I was friends with them and lived on campus the summer I graduate high school (June 05) and I always would sneak out to go party. LOL. But I really regret it now. I could be graduating this summer with my B.A. instead of my A.S. but instead I partied my ass off.

I am trying to finally reel that in. I know with this new position at work I can make enough money that I can take 2 yrs off working and really focus on my studies.

That is my wish and I will make it come true.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ

March 2, 2009

Makes me giggle...

Sunday Night Movie was YoungGuns 2. Super sexy show. Ocean's 11 on horses and in the west. Makes me randy. Strange I know. It is crazy how it all really happened.


Kath and Kim. It is hilarious. I love this show.




Day 2 of no sex and Buddie challenged me to not mastrubate either. I just chuckled..way too much. So it is still no sex. :) I need some release some tension.

I erased Valet, Oh Shit and Heman's number. They are just not that into me. :)
BTW I am reading that book. I need something new for my dating life and these next 40days I will be researching and such.

I am going to eat some ice cream and catch up on my dvr.

Ta ta
Ms. PZ